'PLEASE_'
- Balica Francis
- May 31, 2020
- 2 min read

RUN go tell your master!
Slowly, his hour glass bleeds with every black life that seized
And will soon sore up
Dry and dire, in his chilled-and-thrilled throat
Hey you executioner! Run!
AND, I really thought you were human too!
COME! Let’s have a biology class_
No!
You dread my skin already
(Bet you dread taking a seat by me as well)
Please, just maintain the distance.
Uh Oh
Your researches tell me –
We ain’t no different:
In anatomy; In physiology
Only I have in excess a heritage so envied – as melanin.
Come! Let’s hold hands_
(I’m sorry I let those words out)
You-you’d_
Probably just stand and stare
at my knuckles and envisage
how good they’d look
Lying on my perforated chest
As I lie in state.
So please_ Just please
When you’re ready,
I am willing and yearning to hold hands happily –
In love-In brotherhood
IMAGINE, we were all light skinned
Oh please, just you imagine:
How cliché creation’d seem.
So oh you brother
Love yet, the dynamism
of God’s image.
SOLEMNLY I seek brethren
That you come home –
To your senses
A lot of joy is denied you – sadly, by you
When you raise high,
your grim countenance
To my hospitality. You_
MODERN day Adolf,
You start a war,
One-sided as ever will it be
You fight my patience;
To your dismay
“Don’t crack!” – the dignified and civilized melanin
Under my regal skin enjoins as it vibrates
Lo and behold, I man up
Yes! No matter how fed up I get
Alas, that could even mean my death_
‘Bee-p’ – Yet another nigga is gone.
Gudos you executioner! ;
No! you Wolf.
I – I know not what my ancestors did
that wronged yours:
You captured us on the peaceful grass
Of our pastures
Tortured us across seas and seasons
To your heavens,
Only to roast us in the hells
_ no cells of your heavens.
What wrong_ Just what wrong?
NOW, every step my color takes
Between these busy walls painted ‘freedom’,
An enthralling breeze invades me
Far dreadful than the promising death of
Covid-19 and his lineage.
Sadly,
You call these walls_ these streets
“The land of opportunity.”
Maybe death and panic were added to that category lately,
Tell me about it.
THE_
ULTIMATELY, my head breathes
heavily with the words of resent
bitterness of an unscaled decree
Alas, the dignity of my being;
The esteemed and powerful image
Of my coloration suppresses the rage_
After all what good does it do?
--You tell me, for you express yours
§ maybe you know better
STATES of inhumanity
O’! States of inhumanity
Do you not hear my cry?
‘I can’t breathe!’
‘I can’t breathe!’
‘Please_ I can’t breathe!’
Hear you not my cry?
No! Have you no heart –
That bleeds red blood too?
Perhaps you do; Perhaps you don’t
A blood boldly beautiful
Against my skin,
Yet, you turn that beauty
Of our similarity into the scared stains
that drips in between your palms
With every bullet that drops
Alongside a black body
In this ‘land of opportunity’
[spits_]
ALAS,
I am grateful
For introducing me to_
No! introducing to me education:
I pity your generous blindness
For you handed to me the most contemporary gun
To fight you: No blood; No casualties –
Sheer words_
that paint to the merest detail
my ins in their plains.
You tell me ‘I love you’
Sadly,
Behind that beautifully smiling phrase
lies the grim countenance of an earnest phrase
‘I hate you’ –
So blending _ so camouflaging
Yet,
Human I am –
I fall flat for your words
Only to be ripped apart
Between my teeth down to my keisters
by your daily roscoe;
Only to be choked
by your God-moulded knees
Against my God-moulded neck
Till my God-gifted breath
is denied me.
(‘I can’t breathe’)
What joke is there in the phrase?
‘I can’t breathe’
‘Please_
Sir Francis be doing the most